Saturday, November 19, 2011

The Journey of Desire.

So I've been reading a book lately called The Journey of Desire: Searching for the Life We've Only Dreamed of by John Eldredge. And I love it and could relate to it a lot. Here is the synopsis from Amazon.com:

"Sometimes it seems we just can't get what we want. Circumstances thwart our best-laid plans. We struggle to live a heartfelt life. Worst of all, says Eldredge, the modern church mistakenly teaches its people to kill desire (calling it sin) and replace it with duty or obligation (calling it sanctification). As a result, at best Christians tend to live safe, boring lives of resignation. At worst, their desire eventually breaks out in destructive ways such as substance abuse, affairs, and pornography addictions. In The Journey of Desire, Eldredge invites readers to rediscover God-given desire and to search again for the life they once dreamed of."

This may speak to you, and this may not. If it does, read on! I decided to include some of my favorite quotes from it in this post (I apologize, I forgot to write down the page numbers...guess you'll just have to read it to find them!):



"Endless invention, endless experiment,
Brings knowledge of motion, but not of stillness;
Knowledge of speech, but not of silence;
Knowledge of words, and ignorance of the Word.
Where is the Life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?"

-T.S. Eliot

"'I thought the best way for a person to live is to keep his desires to a minimum so that he will be prepared to serve God.'"

"We hide our true desire and call it maturity."

"Remember, we will make an idol of anything, especially a good thing. So distant now from Eden, we are desperate for life, and we come to believe that we must arrange for it as best we can, or no one will. God must thwart us to save us."

"No matter how hard we try, no matter how clever our plan, we cannot arrange for the life we desire."

"God must take the heaven we create, or it will become our hell."

"How do we except that it can't be done with an open heart? How do we sustain desire in the face of ongoing failure and loneliness? It all depends on what we do with hope."

 "We are never living, but hoping to live; and whilst we are always preparing to be happy, it is certain, we never shall be so, if we aspire to no other happiness than what can be enjoyed in this life."

-Pascal

"Our imagination so powerfully magnifies time, by continual reflections upon it, and so diminishes eternity...for want of reflection, that we make a nothing of eternity and an eternity of nothing."

-Pascal



It's just a nice reminder that our desires are there for a reason, and they should be pursued. Because they will lead us to what really matters, and Who will really satisfy. Anyways, take what you will from this post! Picture to come later :)

Day 18: My Shoes


Hello all,

What a day. Long day at work, but a fun night watching movies. I got to see Puss in Boots, which was ok, but then we watched Little Shop of Horrors, which was hilarious, and Airplane...also hilarious. I forgot how much I love that movie. I haven't just sat and watched multiple movies in...too long. Overall a great end to the night.

Today was a picture of my shoes. I decided to take a picture of my most recent pair of shoes, which are some boots that I love. I'm not one to get super obsessed about shoes, but when I buy some, I get excited over them. :)

I'm super tired. I hope you all have had a good day! Full speed ahead tomorrow!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Day 16: Long Exposure / Day 17: Technology

All caught up!

I'm liking long exposure shots a lot. This is a shot of the intersection near my house...I like the lights from the car turning.


 
And today, is a picture of technology. Can you believe I was actually able to find a cassette tape? Not only have the music players changed, but my taste in music has seemed to have changed as well...even though Strawberry Shortcake was pretty hip back in the day. :) I'm pretty sure we still have a set of scented Strawberry Shortcake dolls that STILL smell like strawberry and other assorted fruits.





Today I was reminded of my love-hate relationship with yoga, got to walk around Pearl, grab a drink at Old C's, and watch the ever-classic Braveheart to wind down the night. All with great people. And now, bed!


"Feel I'm on the verge of some great truth,
where I'm finally in my place.
But I'm fumbling still for proof,
and it's cluttering my space,
casting shadows on my face."

-Alexi Murdoch, "Wait"

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Day 13: Sunset / Day 15: Silhouette

Hopefully falling behind won't be a habit...


I'm a sucker for sunsets. And sunrises, back when I used to work really early.




Silhouette of birds! Pretty self-explanatory.


Tomorrow I'll catch up completely! Ideally. :) Today was a great day spent in Boulder catching up with people! And I also got some down-time to read in Starbucks. They had Christmas music and surprisingly, I enjoyed it. It was cold outside, warm inside, and I was reading a great book.


Realization today: I'm being taught over and over again that I can't arrange my life the way that I want it. I'm not God. Seems obvious, but for so long I've been trying to control aspects of my life because I felt that it wouldn't happen otherwise. For example, relationships. But I end up pursuing so much that it gets run into the ground. I'm left feeling drained for trying so hard for nothing, and wondering why things aren't working out. The truth is, I shouldn't try so hard. Let it go, and let it be. It's not easy, but it needs to be a daily reminder for sure.


And that is all for tonight. Goodnight :)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Untitled.

As I was typing the word "untitled", I realized that I've always read that word and pronounced it in my head as "un-in-titled". Strange. It's like those words that you read and think they sound one way, then you hear someone pronounce the same word as you're looking at it and you have a epiphany (my specific example would be 'coiff'). Maybe that's just me.

Anyways, all that is to say that I don't have a picture for you today. Today was a looooooong day. I took some pictures on my work break, but wasn't too happy with them. But come tomorrow, I'll redeem myself. Hopefully.

Goodnight friends.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Day 14: Eyes



Today I had to take a picture of eyes. My little brother has the coolest green-hazel eyes, so they were my first pick. Unfortunately I can't do a sunset tonight either, because I work close again. I guess we'll try tomorrow! Woo! One thing I'm learning about photography is that it's not so much about how you take the picture, but how you edit it. It's amazing how editing can save a picture.

Hope you all are enjoying your mornings :)

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Adventures in Estes.


Dear friends. I apologize that I do not have a sunset picture for you. But what actually transpired today was worth a lot more to me than keeping track of a schedule of pictures! Went to Estes with my good friend Michael, and we took some sweet pictures, checked out all the shops, and enjoyed some coffee. All in all a successful trip. I also got a free glass-blown prayer stone from this kind shop owner! I was going to buy it and he said "oh I'm sorry, a prayer is meant to be given away, please take it!" And I tried to accept it as graciously as possible. I'm a little awkward with those things. It was so awesome though, and I was extremely grateful...one of those moments that made me really appreciate people's kindness! Afterwards we went to theMILL, and then I went to a work meeting. The work meeting was made when I first got there and my friend gave me a surprise present of jewelry!! It could've been a rock with an inside joke on it and I still would've loved it, but it was amazing all the same. Love her :)

Anyways, here is a glimpse into our Estes trip...







 
Practicing long exposure tips from my friend Jake!







 So good. Love Estes, love friends, love today.